Be humble and submit to the Lord’s will. We sometimes look at others and we envy or covet their skills or abilities. We want to be better at certain things, and can certainly improve with training and effort. But we also must accept the gifting we have received, and accept where we have not received other gifts.
Don’t beat yourself up for not having received a particular calling. The calling and the gifting is from God, and it is to be used to glorify God.
Be faithful to fully invest and develop the gifts He has given you.
Follow Him.